Cast Up A Highway



Dumptruck Full of Junk

Posted on July 10, 2015 at 6:05 AM

I realize there is a spirit of gloom trying to invade me and with some success. I wanted to discover what was going on, so I asked Holy Spirit for enlightenment. He took me to a commentary by Charles Spurgeon:

"Mark the grand characteristic of true prayer, “In the Holy Spirit." Only the prayer which comes from God can go to God. We must shoot the Lord's arrows back to Him. That desire which He writes upon our heart will move His heart and bring down a blessing".

Perhaps that is what has been putting a Linus cloud over my head~ I’m not hearing Your desires, Lord. Also intertwined is purpose, purpose for my life. I’ve been fighting off attacks of despondency, and that’s not like me to be vulnerable to them. Holy Spirit please enlighten me. I’ve lost hope~when did that happen? Feels like my wagon’s been overturned. Help me Holy Spirit to right it securely again please:

Mary, where is your passion? Where is your fire?

I don’t know Lord. It feels like it’s been extinguished.

Yes, Mary, you’ve been allowing the things of the world to crash into your mind and your heart. They feed you negative self talk about who you are and your self worth. You have not been focusing on Me, so they are able to put out your fire. How do I define you Mary? What mission have I given you?

You call me your beloved daughter. You gave me a mission to blog to carry your Gospel around the world. You do with the blogs as You will putting the focus and power in them. You help me write them. But Holy Spirit, I feel like they have lost power~ it’s because I have written them without Your input? When the numbers go down I get discouraged. Holy Spirit guide me.

Mary, stop trying to DO and let Me. You do not need to rely just on yourself; rather rely on ME. Put yourself in MY care; rest in Me. And do not look to the world for your encouragement.

Philippians 1:6 AMP

And I am convinced and sure of this very thing,

that He Who began a good work in you will continue until the day of Jesus Christ [right up to the time of His return], developing [that good work] and perfecting and bringing it to full completion in you.

Thank You for Your Word Lord!

And the business Lord?

It is the same. Trust in ME.

Ok Lord, This dump truck load of negative refuge burdening my shoulders, I dump into hell. I cast it off and don the robe of righteousness My Jesus died to give me. This is who I am, a servant of righteousness following You.

Thank You Holy Spirit! I can smile again!

Categories: Helper God , Faithful God , Holy Spirit

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                                        AWESOME GOD


Sometimes the terrible awesomeness of God hits me and sends me reeling into deep meditation. It always carries its reward of a new closeness with my God. It happened this morning. In the beginning I was distracted with my mind wandering here and yon. Then I ‘woke up’ and commanded it to return. God is so good! Holy Spirit began to lead me in prayer.

Sorry, my Lord. I come to our meeting this morning with scattered thoughts; help me, Lord, to rein them in. That You even desire to meet with me is so amazing! Deep breath. Moses asked God, “what shall I say when they ask 'Who sent me’?” You responded, “Say the Great I AM sent me.” You, God, are not hemmed in by time. For You there is no ‘was, will be’, there is only I AM. Before You I bow down my heart, my 'who I am' I submit to You; help me become who You created me to be.

Exodus 3:13-14 (AMP)

13 And Moses said to God, Behold, when I come to the Israelites and say to them, The God of your fathers has sent me to you, and they say to me, What is His name? What shall I say to them? 14 And God said to Moses, I Am Who I Am and What I Am, and I Will Be What I Will Be; and He said, You shall say this to the Israelites: I Am has sent me to you!

  • Footnotes: Exodus 3:15 To know the name of God is to witness the manifestation of those attributes and apprehend that character which the name denotes.

Can you feel the depth of that name? 'I AM' signifies so much ~ timelessness, absolute love, supreme power, unimaginable expansion ~ an incomprehensible being, totally surrounding. There simply are not words to express the grandness of Who our God is. HIS LOVE FOR US  S SO APPARENT IN HIS WORD!

Psalm 91:14 (AMP)

Because he has set his love upon Me, therefore will I deliver him; I will set him on high, because he knows and understands My name [has a personal knowledge of My mercy, love, and kindness—trusts and relies on Me, knowing I will never forsake him, no, never].

Isaiah 52:6 (AMP)

Therefore My people shall know what My name is and what it means; therefore they shall know in that day that I am He who speaks; behold, I Am!

Indeed my God! You are the great I AM! This measures so deep and so high and so wide. You revealed Your staggering magnificence to David, and it comes out here:

Psalm 139:1-10

O Lord, you have examined my heart

and know everything about me.

2 You know when I sit down or stand up.

You know my thoughts even when I’m far away.

Even when it’s my mind traveling on tangents.

3 You see me when I travel and when I rest at home.

You know everything I do.

4 You know what I am going to say

even before I say it, Lord.

5 You go before me and follow me.

You place your hand of blessing on my head.

6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,

too great for me to understand!

7 I can never escape from your Spirit!

I can never get away from your presence!

8 If I go up to heaven, you are there;

if I go down to the grave, you are there.

9 If I ride the wings of the morning,

if I dwell by the farthest oceans,

10 even there your hand will guide me,

and your strength will support me.

You are always with me. 

You will guide me.

You will always be my support. Your strength

upholds me, protects me, supports me.

Lord, You are so good! What a privilege to know You! Thank You that You continue to grow me closer to You. Thank You! I love being together with You, my Lord.