Can’t believe I was all ready for a pity party yesterday~ 'Nobody loves me. I’m gonna eat some worms.' Not feeling special to anybody.
Then I see the face of God with one eyebrow cocked. “Really?!” He says. Oh oh. Busted! How could I ever say my Daddy God doesn’t love me, doesn't hold me special? So not true! Besides the fact He sent Jesus to save me from satan’s clutches, guarantees my eternity with Him, sends His Spirit to indwell me, meets with me each morning, and He promises an all inclusive “take care of me”~ yes, He loves me; I am special to Him! Oh yeah!!
Sorry Lord, that even for a minute I put on such a selfish display on my inner stage. I slipped into my feelings! I repent and know You forgive me; You’ve probably already forgotten it. I should release it also to memory’s nether regions! Yes, 'zip'- it’s gone. But the memory of Your grace and kindness still colors the atmosphere with peace and gaiety.
Psalm 103:17-18 NIV
But from everlasting to everlasting the Lord’s love is with those who fear him, and his righteousness with their children’s children— with those who keep his covenant and remember to obey his precepts.
Perhaps it was tiredness or hormones gone awry, but I’m so glad it’s past! I enjoy You so much, my Lord! You take life’s dull moments and insert excitement and surprises when I live with Your plan. I give this day to you. I want to be a Holy Ghost filled carrier of Your Presence!
When was the last time you wanted to have a pity party? Or maybe you are past that? In either case I pray God’s love and peace over your life today!